when(t)

when i think of you too strongly
when you are not with me
strengths seem to leave me
my lifewhale beaches himself
not knowing what to do otherwise

entrepreneurs watch and wait
impatiently they strip me for my oils
while i am still breathing
perhaps to anoint their heads
they peel the very flesh from my bones
the pain has a merciful numbing effect

it reminds me of when we part

mckavanaugh